Ugh.

Why must I constantly second guess myself.

Yesterday was pretty good. Nice conversation and shit but today I keep thinking I must have annoyed him, he hates me. It’s not true. I don’t think it is…I hope it’s not. I wish he was there tomorrow so I could apologize for being so awful. No one should have to put with something like that.

See, this is why I will never be in a relationship. This constant repetition of regret. No one can put up with that.