September 2012
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Head meet desk.
What the hell is wrong with me? Honestly. Why can’t I just move past this shit? All I want is to be friendly. You’d think I’d have figured this out by now but no. The brain makes up all these situations and scenes. I know, I KNOW they mean absolutely nothing but it still sucks to have these misplaced feelings. It would be so much easier if I had a life or something. But...
August 2012
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I just watched Toast of London
And now I want more. It was a lovely mix of odd comedy, my favorite kind. I really hope more episodes get made. It definitely has promise. Also I think the Mister looks fantastic in glasses, not so much the hair though. That skunk stripe was a bit distracting.
YES!
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-shakes head-
How is it that a 30 second conversation can do my head in? Really? Is that all it takes?
Fuck. I need to get over this. I figured out over the vacation that if I am around others I don’t have time to focus on the shit that bothers me. Even my dreams were better. I guess that’s what I need. I need to be with others. Too bad my social skills are merely passable. Family can put...
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Not looking so good.
Last night he said the most awful thing to me. “I’m not sure how much longer I will stay.” That statement makes my blood go cold. I don’t cope with change very well and the thought of losing a dear friend makes me sad. I know, I’ve always known, it’s just a matter of time before he leaves the Branch but it still doesn’t make hurt any less. Plus the...
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Wait, why?
Today I learned there is going to be a get together at the Elder’s home the same day I leave for vacation. I’m kind of bummed but I’m not sure why. Seems like it would be a drag, ya know? Work parties aren’t that fun. You can’t be yourself. It’s still work. :|
